Jealous Guy~All the time i lose control.

Jealous Guy

I was dreaming of the past.
And my heart was beating fast,
I began to lose control,
I began to lose control,

I didn't mean to hurt you,
I'm sorry that I mad you cry,
I didn't want to hurt you,
I'm just a jealous guy,

I was feeling insecure,
You night not love me any more,

I was shivering inside,
I was shivering inside,

I was trying to catch your eyes,
Thought that you were trying to hide,
I was swallowing my pain,
I was swallowing my pain.

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Did you think so wrong? Everything that happened on you.

I'm so confused and so bad..Everything's very badly or maybe i was wrong..I'm a bad guy. I have spent the time to learn more everything but i think 'I didn't grow up according to my plan'. I didn't want them think back and talk to me what i want at all,I just want them to understand what i'm saying ,what i'm doing..and to make they proud..please,listen to me because they never know how about the pain i feel inside. Jealous guy who had nothing..T-T i've got unlucky to do everything. Today is my old boyfriend's birthday..he sent sms to me and want me reply him,how should i do? send or not? 6 months ago, i couldn't change..when i think about the past,i'll cry out.I think i should forget him..but i cannot do that..I have a new one but he doesn't help me to forget the old one.I try to forget all the things.T-T Can't go on? Good night..Thanks for attention..